i feel really unhealthy.

i feel like my mom doesn't love me anymore. i seriously feel like failure at life. whatever. life sucks, gotta deal with it. my day was homeworking & cleaning in my room and my house. i didn't talk to her the whole day. makes me really sad that she's like this. i get the opposite of a mom. well, the caring kind. everytime i clean my room, its gets neater & neater every time. i kinda love it. alot... well yeah. crappiest day ever but its okay. i'm okay. at this moment of the day.. im really happy..'cause no more drama for me..and im really calm right now for some reason.