repeats itself.

its really a burden to have to see you guys like this, but what sucks even more is to be apart of it. i've tried and tried. and its just a habit you guys have. i can tell your guys' future 99.9% of the time. its sad really. but, you should know that i would never do this to you. i don't want to play this game anymore. and you unintentional methods are no longer necessary. i can control my feelings. i really love you, and i want you to change. the both of you. im always going to be here. but, its all on you to let go... sure, ' love can bring you guys back together' it always does, and look what its done now you know what, im really no that selfish.. you should keep that in your mind. i really dont know what to say anymore. i would never do such a thing to hurt you. i will never, dont count on it. i never will lose my hope in you guys, because if i didnt the story wouldve just replayed. well, some might have lost their hopes and dreams. but, I still have mine. and i actually take charge and try to make it happen. i dont know anymore, i just dont know. i can't believe its happening all over again. it's like this web of lies and deceit and considering that it's you, it's never going to end...