Thriving Thursday

I've been so out of it lately and I've been blaming it on my menstrual cycle. It bothers me so much how my period effects me :( I sincerely apologize if I ever snapped at you this week..it wasn't my intentions :(

I feel like I'm not even worthy enough to go to the swim banquet.. I skipped practice today because none of the girls went but, the real reason is we're all just lazy bums :( and I wish we had Kaylee as our coach. I really like her and I really enjoyed her coaching us and I really liked her presence around us yesterday.. it felt like swim went back to how it was for a few seconds..

Thank you Sonny for driving Me, Jonathan, and The guys everywhere.. I really appreciate you dearly. I really honestly do :) and it's super fun hanging out with you. You really know how to be yourself, and I really respect that about you. I love how you don't really care what anyone thinks.

Now I really feel like we're all growing up everyone's applying for jobs this summer and getting their permits and license!! congrats nart :') I'm so proud of you and EXCITED!!! now you get to go out more...and drive me with you........ you're such a rebel, but I'm gladdd you're going out and everything w/ your boypren.

Even though everytime I talk to people about you they make me feel like I've hit rock bottom before and this is just going to be the same way over and over again. I feel like it isn't. I feel like its an unfinished story. I'm really taking everything you guys are saying into consideration but I'm just a human being and if the story doesn't work out then, it's just a lesson to be learned. I honestly really am.

I'm Spoiled...




i should stop easing into the habit of not waking up for 0 period class :(